Is this time of year always going to be painful? Am I going to have to be reminded of how I am not the only one not good enough? I want to scream -

WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH ME?!

I’ve gotten over it. I thought I didn’t care anymore. I suppose I have, but how can you ever truly get over rejection? You might get over it, but it still affects you.

You still remember. You can’t erase that time in your life.

Would you even want to? It helped to shape me into who I am today and I suppose for that I am grateful…